Yesterday I Realized

I was at a job interview and was being told that the job had full medical, dental, etc. I considered that this was a legit, grownup job and was immediately disconnected from the idea of actually having it. I don't know what I would do if I were to be offered the job. I think I like being a bit of a underemployed, financially challenged, failure. Anything is possible when the only way to go is up.