I've long had an internal superstition. Whenever I randomly recall something, I am terrified that I am only remembering it because my brain has decided to delete it. I concentrate as hard as I can to commit that thought back into my memory in order to hold on to it. I have no idea if I am successful or not. When I think back, I can never remember what it was that I was trying not to remember for the last time.
It could be a random fact, a place of beauty, an inside jokes, the smell of dust settling through a ray of sun. Are they gone? Am I basing myself off of a foundation that no longer remains?
12 years ago
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